Still Pregnant

I just wanted you guys to know that I am still alive and still pregnant. I have been struggling with staying positive about still being pregnant....well, more trying to be positive about the fact that there is nothing, and I mean nothing, going on to even hint that my body is preparing to expel a baby any time soon.

I really want this baby to come naturally. And I really want my labor to progress naturally, which didn't happen last time. But each time I go to the doctor and find out my body isn't doing a dang thing, I get a little discouraged. I am trying to not let it get me down. I know God already knows when and how this baby is going to be born. And I know He knows my desires about how I want it to happen. I am just hoping and praying those desires happen.

In the mean time, I am trying to keep my mind occupied with other things...things like decorating for fall and cleaning up after my toddler who seems to be into everything at the moment. And I am pretty excited about hitting up a rather large pumpkin patch tomorrow. That should be fun.

And hopefully, just hopefully, in the midst of me living life, this baby will decide to come out on its own accord.