Trust

Did you ever think about how unhonest we are? Or maybe its just me. I never tell people what I am truly thinking or what I am going through...well, I do tell a couple people, but not most. Most the time, we go on living our lives, yet carrying around burdens. Why do we do this?

Trust.

It's hard to trust people. There aren't many people in the world that I fully trust. This is because of things like gossip. People don't mean to hurt others...or at least I don't think they do...but they do. We open our mouths and share information that isn't ours to share and before you know it, we have hurt someone. Yet, because of this lack of trust, we end up walking through wars on our own...not being able to talk to others, ask others for prayer.

Tonight I go to bed with a heavy heart and a mind full of thoughts. Its not because of me, but because someone I love is in trouble. I will probably lay in bed, thinking and praying...hoping they know how much they are loved, that I am crying out to God for them.

Because of a simple thing (trust), I know of their war and because of a simple thing (trust) I keep it to myself.

I love you more than you know. My life would not be the same if you weren't in it. And I am fighting for you.